January 2011
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Realizations Hurt
Today, I was asked a simple question: What are you good at?
I could look at my resume or list many accomplishments but those things those bring a smile to my face when I really think of them. Well, not all of them. They aren’t the things I’d consider a part of me.
I guess that’s why I’ve been having a hard time at living or whatever.
I’m not happy doing what...
Penis Envy...
LOL! I just remembered the lecture from freshman year Psychology 100 of this topic. I thought Freud was crazy and I still do today. But maybe there may be some truth to it…in my case.
But here’s why!
Earlier today (as in, approximately 14 minutes ago), I was really bored and I wondered, “What is it like to have a penis?”
Now when I was younger, I had really long hair and...
December 2010
austenrandel replied to your post: 2011…
it took me a while to write what i wanted 2011 to bring. i hope you have a great 2011!!!!
Thanks! Same to you! :)
2011...
I’ve been trying to write all day. Somehow, I can’t find the words that express just what I want to say. Many times, I’ve sat here, written something, and then backspaced. Many as in 8. I counted.
But I can say that I’m looking forward to 2011. Why?
People have shown me that it’s okay to not know and it’s okay to be honest and it’s okay to be the weird...
Back in my day music piracy consisted of a radio,...
str8nochaser:
strawberry-crush:
suigenerisnyc:
this
just talked about this the other day…..
Same went for video piracy. A dub VCR tape and BET, MTV and VH1…. back when they played ACTUAL MUSIC VIDEOS.
I still have some of mine… with some classic shit on there.
Okay, this is only true for me because my Mom refused to get me a computer. *deep sigh* I didn’t know about...
lets-have-a-wank asked: I can never figure out how to reply to replies on posts, so to answer your questions:
I've received love letters but never from myself, and I just started dating my oh-so-skinny boyfriend just recently. :|
I've received love letters but never from myself, and I just started dating my oh-so-skinny boyfriend just recently. :|
lets-have-a-wank asked: I can never figure out how to reply to replies on posts, so to answer your questions:
I've received love letters but never from myself, and I just started dating my oh-so-skinny boyfriend just recently. :|
I've received love letters but never from myself, and I just started dating my oh-so-skinny boyfriend just recently. :|
peecharrific's happy holiday giveaway (repost) →
peecharrific:
it’s the China Glaze Merry Mint Set - with Naughty and Nice, Mrs. Claus, and a peppermint cuticle oil.
rules:
reblog this post. one time. reblogging more than once gets you disqualified.
follow me. how else will u know if u won? i’m not hunting ppl down to send them polish. even if it is china glaze.
gotta be over 18. i don’t want ppl’s parents asking why i’m sending...
Awkward Moments....
Awkward is a funny word to spell…and I think my brother is talking to his girl in the background. Um…I’m a little uncomfortable. Feeling like a 3rd wheel on a date. =/
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Gift Giving and Pagan Holidays
If you don’t celebrate something, disappear on said day. People will fucking understand…
and we prolly won’t miss your ass either.
Today, I bought my brother a shirt. A dress shirt. Now people know that dress shirts for men run by arm length and some other shit. So…imagine this one guys surprise when I was like, “Hey. Can you help me?” He was like, “Um…sure.” I said, “What size dress shirt do you wear?” He was a stocky kind of guy and he goes, “I wear a 2x.” I then...
Too Many Friends Named....
Courtney! I’ve decided that too many Courtneys run in my gotdamn circle. Today, I got a call from a close friend of mine and the message was this:
“Training is on the 28th. They said to just come in. You used me as a reference!”
First off — I haven’t applied to anything recently.
Second off — It was with a company I had never heard of.
Third off — That...
I need my own place. 7 cravings (or something like that) just hit me and I have the urge to make EVERY thing I thought of. And I don’t want to share. :|
So....
Either guys respect my opinion immensely on things (which would explain their crazy antics) OR they don’t respect it at all (which would explain their antics). Why do I say this? At 6:43 am CST on this day, I received a text message from a person which says, “You have the body of a porn star.” Um….Sir…no not Sir. Um Jackass!?!? Get out my life and my gotdamn text...
Today I Learned...
That my Mom has a twisted sense of humor (which is obviously hereditary). She told me that she used to put us all down for naps and she’d take one at that time too because she only slept when we slept. For the record, the we I’m referring to are my two younger brothers and myself. Well, this Lady would go to sleep and by the time my brothers were 9 months old, we were jailbreaking em...
I Cant Find My Headphones!?!?
Me: Hey Brother! Have you seen my headphones?
Brother: Nope.
Me: Did you take them and hide them from me...again?
Brother: Did you check your pockets?
Me: I did! *runs into his room and snatches a pillow* Aha! These are...not my headphones.
Brother: *sits down at game* Did you check your jacket pockets?
Me: Yes! *puts pillow back and moves the other pillow*
Brother: *paying attention to game* Did you check the pockets in your purse? You had a lotta pockets on today.
Me: I said I checked the shit!?!? Where are my headphones Six-Seven!?!?
Brother: *sighs and gets my purse* These?
Me: Oh yeah! *gives him a hug* Where were they? The bathroom?
Brother: Um...on top of your purse. Lol
I Don't Believe In Gay Rights???
Today at Burlington, I ran into a couple who wanted to “educate” me on why gay people deserved rights. Ok. I’m one of those people who rarely thinks about the shit that is going to fly from their mouth when I’m busy….
Busy being defined here as trying to figure out which one of the seven long ass checkout lines I want to stand in for my TWO items. Okay…four....
Today was a good day. Hung out with the Brother and my Mother. We bought him his clippers, I got a coat (ok…it’s a heavy jacket but it looks like a coat), a new sweater-thing, and then we went to Chili’s!!!!! Yes. It was a good day.
I’ve been trying to think about where I want to be in 3 months and the kind of life I want to start building for myself. So, that’s what...
Ahhhh, I lost my 4 Types of Women I Despise post. I should write these things down or type them in a word doc and save them. Currently upset. I’m going to go knit something and hope I don’t drop a stitch.
poorwriter106harlem replied to your post: Dear 2011
Wow, you have a long list here, the last time I made such a list. Someone asked me what I was bringing to the table.
Yes, I’m fortunate in the fact that it’s a year and it’s not talking back. However, I’m bringing my attitude and my ability to always find a silver lining which is why I’m asking for this new year to...
Dear 2011
Dear 2011,
I hope you don’t think this is too forward of an approach but I’m looking forward to our time together. I hope that you treat me better than the last “loves of my life.” Ok…ok, I know that 2010 is still in the picture, but he’ll be gone soon. *cues up Beyonce’s Irreplaceable* But before you get here, I need to get a few things off of my...
Just to be fair and to NOT look like a Man Basher, I’m going to do the Four Types of Women I Hate later on today. This morning shall be focused on backseat driving, smiling prettily, calling (and harassing) Victoria’s Secret, and knitting. Maybe on the knitting.
discoverykay replied to your post: The Four Types Of Guys I Hate
Is this what I have to look forward to? ugh, truth is there in the pudding lol
These are just four kinds of guys…not necessarily the only types of guys (and you know this). I’m thinking of doing a “Four Types of Women I Hate” post as well (just to be fair, you know?).
poorwriter106harlem replied to your post: The Four Types Of Guys I Hate
Sometime women meet guys who are really nice and then they turn into the types of guys you mentioned. Then women stay with them feeling that there is no way out of the relationship, because they have invested so much time in it.
That’s a very good point. But in many cases, there are “red flags” if you...
The Four Types Of Guys I Hate
Eh….maybe not hate. How about “The Four Types of Guys I Wish To Banish to Azkaban”??? Yeah….I like that shit.
Any way, I was going to write out a post about the Friend Zone (complete with an accompanying Flow Chart) BUT I feel that this is more pressing. Why? Because it’s a lot easier to just type and not try to do a whole damn flow chart. That’s why.
I give...
What Is Enough?
How do you move forward when what you see in your mirror is not enough for you to want to “try” life that day? How do you overcome that?
Apparently, a lot of my female followers have the...
str8nochaser:
Glad to know its not just me.
I seriously buy Long jeans all the time. Tall girls give me such a STINK EYE when I do that. But really, regular length jeans look like high-waters on me.
Just ridiculous.
I get the looks too when I buy tall jeans BUT it’s not my fault. Petite ain’t so damn petite in my case. *deep sigh* And I have a butt. =/
It's Gonna Be A Good Day
I don’t believe in coincidences. A friend said this the other day…and I must agree with this statement.
On Thursday, I checked myself into an inpatient unit for psychiatric treatment. I learned a few things with the biggest thing being I was on the wrong meds and that it was a matter of time before I started feeling the way I did. HA! It wasn’t me.
Anyway, I met some wonderful...
If You Have A Friend...
That you think is struggling, call them and talk to them.
Don’t rely on what you see on Facebook/Twitter/Tumblr/Other-meaningless-website and believe that they are “okay.” It could very well be a front.
Call them, talk to them, tell them that you care. Make them understand that you do.
It’s what helped me yesterday.
I'm Going To Be Okay?
When you get to a point where you realize you are a danger to yourself or the people you live with, you should definitely call a Crisis Line.
Actually, if you’re in the state of Louisiana or the New Orleans Metro Area, Google places because the Crisis Line doesn’t really do much. At least it didn’t for me.
So I’ll be gone. I’m a little frightened. It’s my...
Had a talk with my Mom. Told her everything.
We agreed (read: she suggested) that I call my Therapist in the AM, as well as the two psych hospitals here (seems they can orchestrate some inpatient care, they just don’t advertise it because the services are limited). So I will. If I go in soon, I may be able to be with the family for Christmas.
I hope they can help me. I don’t have...
Confession
Sometimes I get high.
I know, it’s not lady like…but um, it’s that or bash a motherfucka’s some idiot’s head in with a hammer.
Today’s idiot —- my Mom’s Husband.
WHY DID HE GO THROUGH THE ENTIRE HOUSE AND OPEN THE FUCKING WINDOWS?
Okay. We live in Louisiana. It’s not Chicago-cold here…but it’s um, NOT hot. This dude just went...
I’ve only been talking to a few people (read: two). Depending on how this weekend goes, I may or may not be home for Christmas. Called a few places and asked about inpatient treatment — the nearest place is 2 hours from here.
I’m just not in the mood for anything. Even my habits are hard.